Where is this feeling ??

I’ve been crying for so long

Since the day I realized-your gone.

Yes I tried to stay strong

But everything I do seems...wrong

You gave me ease

You gave me peace

You gave me everything that I ever pleased

But now your gone and I’m alone

You’ve packed up, brushed up, all your belongings

You’ve left without goodbye

On to a beautiful journey

Now I feel empty

There’s something missing inside of me

You’ve left me here in misery

Whilst your exploring happily

What did I do to make you go?

You watched me struggle you watched me grow

But now your gone

And left me to move on

Without you?

Who are you? What are you?

You’re my IMAAN!

Scrunched up like a worn out can

Thirsty like a dried up dam

You were my Warner.

But I betrayed you

Left you rotting in the corner!

You built up the strength to get up and go

But for revenge you left with my soul

Leaving me blind deaf and dumb like the kafiroon

Not realizing judgement day is upon us soon

But now I feel different- something deep

My heart feels restless- it can’t get no sleep

I’m like little Bo Peep

Searching for my precious sheep

We’re meant to be together

Forever and ever

Me and my Imaan

The only way to gain true Ihsan

I need to find you

Wherever you are

Whether your on Earth

Or further than the stars

Alhamdulillah I’ve got my eyesight back

So I’m guessing I’m on the right track

I’m seeing this Dunya for what its really worth

Hypocrisy, democracy

Suicides and bomb attacks

Well you know what? No thanks!

I’ve walked to Allah hoping that  He’ll run to me

Trust me-being lost ain’t no fun

So I’m hoping on this journey I’ll reunite with my Imaan

Say sorry for the idiot that I am

I’m praying that I’ll reunite with my soul

Once and for all

Discover true Islam

Not with its sects and groups and corrupted scam

No TRUE Islam

Like Allah orders in the Quran

Like Rasulullah(s.a.w) showed

That’s that way its suppose to be done

In Allah I gotta confide

Read and understand His Quran

They say 'Imaan is like an airplane ride

The higher up you go

The smaller the things on Earth look.'